2/19. The first time ever that im yelling in the inside:"I couldn't take it anymoreeee". Yeshh. For the very first time. at work. as i said. i aint there to please u. Even u r dat big deal dat greatful. i don't please u mean i won't. Blaming me for things i never did it wrongly. Don't ever be dat typical type of groupie. lol. Being different faces all the time. Goshh u gotta stop all these. Today feeling undescribable disappointed. Very very upset yea u. n wat. U let met down but i will got myself up. No more pleasing. Cause u really sucks.
N sometimes. We just nid smtg warm. Same day. Same time. When i've got trouble. Who really help out. Who really cares. It shows straight. right in front of us. These people. They r just kinda heart warming. i just realised. my bad bad day. is actually not dat bad. Every little moment. Those little things. So kind of u. Appreciated. Really.
And I'm gonna erase this day. Ive been mad. been upset. been tears down. been looking back and questioning myself. realising somethings.... wat an awful society.
Looking back for now. This reminds me of the Tarot. wat it told me keep on happening. Not to convince myself the Tarot thingy is superb accurate. But somehow. it really mean somethings. Might not be a Bingo. But it teached us to look things at different perspective. It did show this way. But actually it just want u to try the other way round.
Try it!!
#stopthoseconfusingyettryingtoconvincepeople'stheories
Byeee.
