Aint ur victim.

2014. a late post for the Great beginning of the year. im now writing on a brand new blog of mine. its like a brand new page of this year. 2013 was a great year indeed. that i go through alottsss. n i swear i've regret for ntg. Every decision i've made. its bring me here. now. Im moving on. till now.

Its weird that this is just the first ever post. in this superrr blank blog. But we may not always stick to wat we have. NOW. even we has been so so so used to it. Things is mean to b change. Just like wat i want to bring it up for.

Many ppl might have a list of new year Resolutions. rite. Some might b longgg. like pages. Some may b just a few. bt with sincere one. I've really forgotten my last year resolutions so i couldnt find out whether or not. did i really made it or...because no ones noe wat future hold. so to me. i just let things b wat it wants to b. But if u really think of it. Its just so weird to have this thought. ==

CHANGE. who dowan to change. who want to stay forever without any step forward in their life. bet that there r someone. but not us. Lotts of thought that sometime enough to let me down. i admit im some kind of thinking too much type. But wat makes me. i really couldnt think of it. Let it go?! alrite. let it go then. stop dat self talking session. -.-

Do u ever find things that goes like this. u started hold on on somethings. when u gets more. it made u stubborn. made u worry. made ur life change dat much without any notice. u become like an addiction. a cruel addiction. Blame for too muchh expectation....i think its just not normal at all. at all. at all. crazyyy girl. To let it go. this is not an easy task like "take it easy". i wouldnt promise myself that i can made it. i wouldnt just let things b like this forever. i will just say. im no longer little girl. Things should end someday if its ruin ur life this muchh. Damn its a feeling that i never had. n better dont have.

Chill. again. feeling better after writing all down. stop that crazyy self talking session of me... Life goes on. rite.

The heart breaker whispers round
What you gonna do when they call you insane…

I aint ur victim. byeee!!